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Sometimes I think about my ex and I'm like oh yeah we had a nice time together blahblahblah  and then there's other times where there's just this SEETHING HATRED everything about him and us being together infuriates me. Bleh shouldn't facebook check-in.

Rocky went to a concert tonight, i'm supposed to do a paper but just
i'm sleepy
if i'm too tired to play video games, there's no way I can write a paper right?

Jan. 24th, 2011

We're moving this week, exhausting.

Jan. 18th, 2011

I've been too lazy to keep a journal. It can be so much work, going back and recalling recent events and feelings. I start school on THURSDAY!
it took long enough but I'm finally starting. I haven't gotten my financial aid yet, if any. After I did my FASFA the school kept adding all this shit on and also I didn't realize I hadn't signed my FASFA for my mom. If they had just given me a list of things they were going to need immediately it wouldn't have taken this long. But luckily I had a $600 scholarship which pretty much covers what I need, and when/if I get any financial aid I'll be reimbursed.
Rocky and I will be moving to his parents for a few months so he can save and pay off some debt, and probably look for a better job. I don't really mind living there, his mom loves me more than him<3.
Work working working, starting up school stuff, yeaaa!
Hopefully this weekend we'll be able to get a christmas tree, Rocky's first
real tree, and our first christmas <3

Sep. 14th, 2010

Work work work, being a cashier sucks it makes my knee hurt soo bad!
Rocky and I's 1 year today! yaaah! We say we have two anniversaries mine which is today, is when he
asked me to be his girlfriend and be "facebook official" and his, which is the 29th? when we actually first met.
For my anniversary we're going to the zoo and then chinese food. I wanted to go out for dim sum or shabu shabu
but after walking around the zoo for a few hours I don't want to have to go all the way out to chinatown.
On his anniversary he is still undecided.
I love my rockzau happy 1 year.

Aug. 23rd, 2010

Going back to wisconsin (hopefully) next weekend to see my mom and go to mayra's wedding. I wish I could go back to my house and my blue room but sadly my mom and her boyfriend of 10 years broke up so we're staying at her new apt, thankfully she has my bed there so thats comforting. I'm excited to go home.

Aug. 11th, 2010

Turned 19 cool! SO I work at a grocery store right now and I'm really not liking them. They're just kind of lazy and don't have their shit together like come on you're supposed to be my superiors.
Me and Rocky are fine neither one of us is into marriage but we've talked and I totally want
to have his babies. But being that he's 30 his biological clock is ticking and I'm just 19. Hopefully it'll all work out for the best.


Jun. 26th, 2010

no work today thank jesus
I had a dream about being pregnant. I can't remember a whole lot but after it was born I remember crying because I felt like a loser for being pregnant at a young age.
it's hot here
still need a job
going back to wisconsin in a few weeks to help my mom move
i need a hair cut
it's hot



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