I'm the edge, I'm the chic

Cuddle up a little closer, oh lovely mine
Cuddle up and be my little clinging vine
Like to feel your cheeks so rosy
Like to make you comfy cozy
Cause I love from head to toesy.
Lovely mine.

So I had an odd dream/nightmare about my ex and I getting married. He and I were at like a amusement park/ resort, very disneyland like, we were getting married there. A bunch of my family was there, though they were really just random dream people, not IRL family. I don't know why we were getting married but I know that neither one of us was happy about it, I don't recall us even speaking to each other in the dream. I can't remember the rest but all I know is the marriage did not happen, thank zombie jesus.


Seeing my dad and Rocky<3 this week. My mom keeps pressuring me to go live with my dad for awhile. Problem is he lives with Ray (girlfriend<3), Ray's daughter, her 3 boys, and her new baby. And like I'm a private person, single child, I am not sharing a room with little boys or a baby, nor am I sleeping in a living room. I simply cannot live like that. I'd get to see Rocky more often but yeah, I don't think I'm being prissy by wanting to be comfortable in my living space. But I haven't seen their place yet so we'll see how this visit goes as I'm staying with my dad Thursday-Saturday afternoon.

I miss Rocky and just being near him and his touch, I really didn't like having Tom touch me all that much as he was ALWAYS trying to feel and grope me when we would just sit and watch tv or something. And I fucking hated it, I felt so violated when he did it. I tried to explain that to him and HE would get upset when I was the one being hurt.

Anyways.

Tomorrow baby you and I.
<3

Hm happy :)

It seems like the past week was pretty much the beginning of fall. To look outside it looks like a bright sunny green summer day, but when you get out there all you feel is the bitter autumn cold.

I must speak of the atrocity my eyes just witnessed. Shakira's "She-Wolf" video.
And what I saw was just...so terrible.
Shakira cannot dance for shit.
There was no rhythm or method to the convulsions she was having either standing up
or rolling and seizing around on the floor of a cage.
She does this one movement when she's lying down on the cage
like thrusting her shoulder just...what the fuck Shakira. The I don't think
is that bad, it's growing on me, the howling is a little odd but I can deal.

Please Shakira

Stick to shaking your ass

OHMYGOD I HAD THE MOST TERRIBLE DREAM
I was at some kind of hotel that was by a dock. For some reason my cats Charlie, Lacey and this black farm cat were with me.
Since my cats like to go outside but they also like to get in trouble they go out on leashes. So IDK why but I tied them together until
I could find some place to put them and  I don't know what I tied them together with but it was pretty short they were having trouble
coordinating their walking lol.So we were walking along the docks AND THEY FELL IN. It took me a minute to realize but I started
freaking the fuck out and crying so I jumped in and me and some friend started looking in the water for them and we couldn't find them
there was also some guy swimming helping us but he's like they're gone we're not going to find them so I took his  goggles and kept looking and I finally found the not moving floating on the surface. I grabbed them and got back up on the dock and well sorry Lacey and Farm Cat Charlie is A numba 1. So I read in a small animals class I took that if a cat has drowned you grab them by the legs and swing them around to get the water out (no lie! lol) Well I was trying to grab his legs but I just couldn't so I grabbed him by his hips and spun him around and a little water came out and he woke up so I turned my attention to the other cats and they were awake!

I do not know what I am going to do when Charlie dies, I'm pretty sure I shouldn't be by a bridge because I might jump off.

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so i can fill it out for you?
Post your answers in the comments!

So I want to take the time to tell you about my medical problem. It's something I must face on many occasions when I go to public places. It sometimes frightens me but usually is just annoying.
It is called


Older Mexican Men Magnet Syndrome


You see while I am out in public I seem to attract the attention of older Mexican
men. They are unabashed with their staring and laugh heartily when you catch them.
They even encourage their teenage sons in this. Luckily and unluckily they will never
approach you unless influenced by alcohol.

It is a scary and violating thing I hope none of you have to deal with on a regular basis.
Thank you for understanding.
:P

Jon: you remind me of the babe
Kira: lol
Kira: what babe
Jon: why, the babe with the power
Kira: what power
Jon: the power of voodoo
Jon: cos ur black
Kira: lol
Kira: jerk

I dreamnt of a group like 5 kids ages like 10-15. They were pretty normal kids to appearance but a little crazy. So they kids like to play in this like abandoned trailer park and they were like racing old cars they some how got to work I think it was.  They all though they were going to get in trouble one day so they decided to go on the run. They basically started going down a walking trail. At first the police were after them just because they had been missing a few days.

But I some point the kids kill someone I don't remember when though. They're basically following this trail and some how evading cops lol and I think they kill a few more people and there was allusion cannibalism. So it's getting to the end they're all getting tired and want to go home except the crazy leader. The go to steal a truck and this guy comes by and starts talking to them he,seemed to recognize them from the news or something. He opens the hood of the truck and takes a wire off or something so they can't leave. The oldest kid (leader) is like did you just break our car? I think this guy gets killed with a crow bar or something while he's trying to like hook up their truck to his idk why. Um they drove to a restaurant ordered some food with that guys money blah blah blah. They finally convince the leader to go back home and he does, he drops the kids off one by one until he makes it home with his little sister. Cops show up and they're like going to storm the house or something and he starts making his little sister some food. The cops call and are trying to speak with him but he's just kind off in his own little world, while they're talking his little sister tries to help make whatever food he's is making and she makes it better by adding something or whatever. But he's delusion and remarks to the cop on the phone
"I can't leave her alone for a minute"

The time has come, my little friends, to talk of other things / Of shoes and ships and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings / And why the sea is boiling hot, and whether pigs have wigs / Calloo, Callay, come run away / With the cabbages and kings.

Dear Chaotic Trading Card Commercial,
How are those rare foil cards rare
if you guarantee at least 2 in every pack?

What is it with guys and not flushing the toilet?
Seriously? I can understand not putting the lid down

I would forget that too.
But not flushing? That's bullshit I don't
want to look at your frothy man pee when I go in
the bathroom
THANKS.

AND ANOTHER THING
A boy made a comment to me that
boys bathrooms are cleaner than girl
yeah about that...NO
Besides the fact the it always smells like
piss in there, and no it's just because of
the urinal cakes, its distinctive.

So boys and smelly and girls are clean.
End'o story.

My head is naked
My head is nude
My head is crownless!
Dark, is my mood.
-King Julien

Everyday I wake up just a little bit more
feelin' like a dog out on the yard
because that's just how we are
Everyday I wonder if it's over
when I wake up realizin' that we hate
and brake down the war
You say it's black, but I can't believe you
And if you say it's white,
you say I'm tryin to deceive you
and I'm aware of the high and the low,
and I'd be waiting for you in the middle but I just lack control

So i was in the hospital a night over the weekend. started off
as a cold on thursday and just got worse and vomity and bleh
they tested for flu and it was negative so i got a chest xray
and they found a little pneumonia so i spent the night and came home yesterday
i feel a lot better but still sick