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He's so overwhelming, and fussy, whiny, persnickety.
So i have officially moved. my mom, jimmy, lil and I came down here on sunday. We went to my dad's that night where my mom got drunk and threw a fit because she didn't want to leave and I was tired and the only one who hadn't drank so I had to drive. She was being a major drunk bitch. But anyways we're at his parents house right now until saturday/sunday when we can move into our apartment. I brought my kitties with me, about an hour+ into the drive charlie decided to poop in the carrier he was sharing with his sister. So we had to stop and clean it lol. They stayed out of the carrier the rest of the drive and were mostly fine. They're doing okay here I feel a little bad that once they start getting used to here we're going somewhere else, but it should be easier it'll be smaller, quieter, less people, just me and rocky.
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND TIGHTS WITHOUT CONTROL TOPS IN THE PATTERN I LIKE?!?!
shit man,
just let me do me.
So I'm moving to Chicago! To be with my guy we found in an apartment this monday and I'm moving in later this month, I'm excited!
Cuddle up a little closer, oh lovely mine
Cuddle up and be my little clinging vine
Like to feel your cheeks so rosy
Like to make you comfy cozy
Cause I love from head to toesy.
Lovely mine.
So I had an odd dream/nightmare about my ex and I getting married. He and I were at like a amusement park/ resort, very disneyland like, we were getting married there. A bunch of my family was there, though they were really just random dream people, not IRL family. I don't know why we were getting married but I know that neither one of us was happy about it, I don't recall us even speaking to each other in the dream. I can't remember the rest but all I know is the marriage did not happen, thank zombie jesus.


Seeing my dad and Rocky<3 this week. My mom keeps pressuring me to go live with my dad for awhile. Problem is he lives with Ray (girlfriend<3), Ray's daughter, her 3 boys, and her new baby. And like I'm a private person, single child, I am not sharing a room with little boys or a baby, nor am I sleeping in a living room. I simply cannot live like that. I'd get to see Rocky more often but yeah, I don't think I'm being prissy by wanting to be comfortable in my living space. But I haven't seen their place yet so we'll see how this visit goes as I'm staying with my dad Thursday-Saturday afternoon.

I miss Rocky and just being near him and his touch, I really didn't like having Tom touch me all that much as he was ALWAYS trying to feel and grope me when we would just sit and watch tv or something. And I fucking hated it, I felt so violated when he did it. I tried to explain that to him and HE would get upset when I was the one being hurt.

Anyways.

Oct. 29th, 2009

Tomorrow baby you and I.
<3

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